Sunday, June 29, 2008

  • my life with god

    my life with god

    This is the story of my life im jeff Slomkowski im 44 years old I was born may 29th 1963 in a small town called Natrona hights pennsylvaina . Most people think god isn't in there life and wounder why he isn't helping in their lives. Well I can honestly say he has been in my life and helps those who try to help them selves but I never had a good or easy life mine was very hard! When I was about 12 years old I tried to kill both my brothers. Tim and Kevin I tried to do this as we were playing once we were playing cowboys and Indians and I tied my brother tim to a tree and put wood around it and poured gasoline on it and was going to set him on fire. This is how I know god was in my life I struck the match to light him up and was going to through it on the wood, when my mother came out and stoped me. She told me later that she felt something was wrong and she better go and check on us. The second time I tried to kill my brother was with Kevin this time. We were playing Frankenstein and I tied him to a table and was going to push him off a cliff where we lived that at the botom was a major road way. But again my mother had that feeling again and just as I had him up ready to push off the cliff she came and sloped me again.
    The third atempt I went to try and kill my whole family, by a house explosion. Both my parents smoke so I blew out the piolet lights out on our gas stove. turnd them all on and went to a play house with the neighbor girl and waited for the boom. that never came god had sent one of the neighbors over to chek on them. it's a good thing because my mother was about to light up a smoke when she answerd the door. As you can tell I lived a toubled life and was getting worse I found out later through counseling. That I was asking for attention because both my brothers had serious problems and got most of the attention from my parents. Another words I was jelouse of them and wanted to be the only child of my parents.
    I had troubles in school to I was in speacil education classes and was picked on a lot by other kids. Kids can be very hatefull to other kids with just words, like retard and your doumb stuff like that like I said both my brothers had problems too Kevin had four brain tumor operations and tim was diagnosed as being mentally retarded. So needless to say being in speacel ED I didn't have many friends or girl friends well this one day a neighbor hood girl who I thought was gorgeous told me if I showed her my private parts she would show me hers. Mean while I didn't know it then but my grand mother was on the front porch and herd the whole thing and saw the whole thing! Needless to say I showed her she smiled then ran into her house the police were called and I was put injuvy hail, for indecent exsposer. I was about 14 years old when that hapend. I was molested by one of the gaurds who worked there and never said any thin till I was 20 years old. To this day I cant use a public urinal because im allways afraid ill be ramed up the ass. So I have to go into a booth that locks and sit to take a piss!
    Then in 11th grade I was expelled from school for running through the girls locker room naked on a dare, that one of the popular kids asked me to do to be one of there friends. There were no girls in the locker room though, but the principle and the coach was in there. When I was 18 years old I got kicked out of my parents house because they had enough of my bad behavor. I was stealing money from my moms purse and putting it in the poker machines that my father had taught me how to play. My mother told my father either I go or she was going to leave him and of course I was the one to go. Now I was homeless, I bought a tent and was living behind the high school at the botom of the hill the cops came and said I could not camp my tent there. So I asked a preist if I could stay in the church for some where to sleep he told me I could sleep in the basement till he could take me to a homeless shelter in Pittsburgh.
    I was home less for six months then I got put on welfare when I was 21 because I sined up for disability. I moved back closer to where my parents lived in Tarentmn PA in a motel called the prawha hotel any way it was the cheapest place I could find to live. There was a bar there and I got the bad news that I was denied my SSI so I went down to the bar and was going to get drunk as a skunk. A guy at the bar told me he would give me a hundreed dollars if I could drink ten shots of taquela and then get off the bar stool and stand and remain standing without falling over for ten minutes. The second shot had the wonn in it and neddless to say I lost the bet and had to pay for all those drinks. But I was drunk and it was during the hottest heat wave we ever had, I had no fan or air conditioner so I fell asleep in the window on the second floor. I got niopre depressed and decided to end my life there.
    I jumped out of that two story window head first but forgot there was a landing under me there and bonceed off that and landed on my left ankle. Needless to say I smashed it and woke up in a lot of pain and hopped back inside to call a ambulence of course I told them I fell out of the window instead of jumping, because its against the law to commit suicide. But god was with me then and didn't want me to end my life that way. I wanted the doctor to cut my foot off but he said he was going to try and save it so now I have six screws in there holding my ankle together. To this day I wish he would have cut it off.
    Because of a thing called arthritis its very painfull and every winter or during a maj ore storm, im reminded of what a stupid thing I tried to do. Well I was homeless again because the place I was staying at would not let me stay there any more in fear of me sueing them witch I never did. So here I was at a homeless shelter again with a cast on my foot you should try to getting around being homeless with a cast and crouches its not easy, I ended up tkaeing the cast off before I was sopose to. that's when I also found out more about god I was at the salvation armys shelter and they gave me a bible I finaly could understand and read!
    I volunteered to collect for the salvation army for about three or four years every holiday, I was one of the best colectors of money they had. I was about 25 years old now and my dad told me that they would give me another chance to live with them if I behaved myself of course. I said I would but that didn't last to long I got into gambling again and stole a lot of money out of my mothers purse. I knew I was in big trouble so I stole more money and packed my bags and took my car and went to florida to see if I could make it out there on my own! Big misstake I know people can be crule but I didn't know how crule they could realy be, see I allawys give in to people because I never had any real friends and took a lot of shit from people who wernt my friends at all.
    I was on SSI before I left to go to florida but I forgot to get a post office box and lost my SSI for being homeless again! So now I had to try and find work some where, well I did with this one guy who said he can help me with a place to stay. He introduced me to a couple who had a house and I worked for him.  The lady was verry nice but her husband was a real ass hole, I never knew a guy who could be so evil and hateful in my whole life till then. He beat on his wife belittled her and tormented her and me. I worked for the cheapest guy in the world I was doing drywall jobs for him he taught me how to hanging it and finishing drywall. That job I found out later pays about 14 dollars a hour I was getting paid 4 dollars an hour.
    Of course I had to pay the couple rent and that was about every thing I was making at work so I had no money for my self. I found out later that I was paying the rent for the whole house they were staying at and all they paid was about 200 dollars for food. I had a jeep eagle at that time and it was Christmas time and I was invited to another party at another house I had to drive them to there parrents house for a party then I asked his wife if I could go to the party I was invited to go. She said yes and she would call me to let me know when to pick them up when I went to go pick them up he beat me up real bad because he got in a fight with her dad and had know way to leave so he took it out on me. That wasn't the last time I ever was beating up by him, I was even shot by him with a cross bow it penetrated my right shoulder just the tip because I don't know how I did it but with gods help I think I caught the arrow with my left hand before it could penatrate any more thank god!
    This one time I had to go to a job and do some fire walls in the attic of this new structure anyway some one forgot to nail this one board I steped on to walk across and fell through the rafters and skined my hair off my right underarm. My boss didn't have insurance on us the cheap bastard, any way he gave me two days off and had tim's wife bandage me up. Any way a big storm took out some roofs in jaksonvile florida and tim and his wife had to go do some roofing for the boss. Tim told me I had to feed and take care of his two dogs while he was away and if anything hapend to them he was going to kill me. So I went to work the next day and fed the dogs before I left to work but when I got home they were both loose from their chains. He abused his dogs like he did to us too, any way I called him when I found out they broke there chains. He told me to put them in there bedroom and to keep feeding them and he will deal with the problem when they get home. Like I said I had no money for my self so I couldn't buy any chains for them.
    Well I went to work the next day and when I got home to feed the dogs the bedroom was tore apart and clothes were every where and all torn up even the bed was chewed up and the window was broken and the dogs were gone. I looked every where for them and they were nowhere to be found. Needless to say I remembered what tim told me when he left I was scared for my life now! The dogs were probably thinking the same thing so they left, witch I don't blame them any way. I had no money to go any where so I took what belonged to me and some of what belonged to them. And pawned the stuff to get money to get away! I told my dad what happened and he told me he would tell them where their stuff was and paid them to get there stuff back. I thought that matter was solved and so did my dad, but of course we were dealing with a evil ass hole! I moved back in with my parents when I was 30 years old to help them with my grand mother who was very ill I had siraitend out my bad ways and was doing all the house work cooking cleaning and takeing care of my grand mother for my mother.
    My mother and grand mother didn't get along that well together in the same house. They faught constantly and this one time she pissed my mother off something terrible, and she took off and said she wasn't comeing back so I told tim my brother to watch gram while I made sure my mother was ok cause she tried to kill herself with a knife and I got it off of her before she left. I folowed her from a distance and made sure she was allright she came back home before my dad got off work. I was thankful! that god had me there to help out! Any way I was feeling a lot of preasure from doing all the house work and going to work as a pizza delivery boy. And wanted to find someone to live my life with so I searched the internet for a girl friend that I could hopefully fall in love with and get married.
    I met and dateed a lot of young ladys from the internet but felt nothing for them as far as love goes so I went back to the internet and was looking again for love when I found this one lady by the name of sue we talked on the internet web sight called american singles.com and I did I fall in love with her words she spoke to me by way of emails and ICQ witch was a way of talking directly to the person by way of microphone and speakers. Any way we talked for about 6 months before we met in person and we set that up to be done at McDonalds in somerset PA, it was suposed to be me meeting her and her 14 year old step son who was a very big boy for his age and her mother that was suposed to be all that was to show up for our first date!
    I should have left and tryied to find someone else when I found out that I was going to be meeting her intire family! And I mean her entire family 12 people in all, and one of them told me that there cousin was a sharp shooter in the military, their I am all by my self with two bunches of flowers for her and her mother being grilled by her family after eating we went to the movies and saw the run away bride, I find that funny now, I should have did the same thing run far away from her and her family but I didn't. Love must be blind and deaf and dumb! We dated for about 6 more months with me going back and forth on weekends on my tips for gas money. Then we decided on trying to live together so we lived together for 6 more months and I thought every thing was going good. So I bought an engagement ring for her and was going to propose mariage to her on christmass day!
    I should have known then  that things were not going to go right when I showed her the ring and she nearly ripped that sucker right out of my hands! At my parents house. But they were happy for me none the less. We got maried on September 23" 2000 the worse day of my life, because we went into so much debt for that wedding and ended up with a honeymoon at her trailer and going to a zoo! I even cooked all the food for my own wedding party, witch took me hours to do. My bachler party was a hoot, most of time you get a stripper or some movies not me I had a party with just my family at a steak house none of her side came for. Then they threw me a party of there own by getting me so drunk that I told my whole life story to all them and embarrassed myself to all of them.
    The first two years of mairrage was ok, me and roger that's her 14 year old son did our best to bound but it wasn't easy. He and my step mother was fighting our mariage all the way, sue ended up trying to comit suicide and ended up in the hospital they said it would probably be best if we separated and tried to see if that may work out we were still seing each other even though we were separated and it was like we were dateing all over again. This one girl I knew who I thought was a friend used me and my apartment for a place to molest a young 12 year old boy whos father was a state police officer. She gave this boy a blow job in my bed room while I was at the store getting some cigs didn't find out till latter that they did that and when I did me and sue went to the police and had the boy tell the cops what he told me! That was embarrassing for him because he had to tell his dad what happened.
    I thought it was very unfare that I had to move becase it happened in my apartment so me and sue were living with each other again. Mean while me and roger did bound and became like best friends! We wrestled in a back yard wrestling club with some other neighbor hood boys, we were pretty good and funny too. I didn't know it then but a evil presence entered our lives by way of sue she found this guy named james kingsley from oregon on the internet web site called myspace! A good place to meet friends but the wrong place for the freak she met, See he told her and me that he's jesus christ reincarnated. He also told us that he has hepititus C from using hard core drugs like henion and cocane witch is aides.
    This guy got my wife to believe that she was a guy in a past life and that she is to fight the beast of babalon who he says is the president of the united states. So now she thinks she is a guy called Elijah reincarnated, and she is to find a gate way called zion and some time soon this gateway will open up and she is to go into it to a kingdom called zion where guys will have seven wives and will have sex and all the weed they want!she shaved her head and stoped having sex with me for the last two years of our mariage.                                                                                                The guy has so many folowers that he even had some of my step sons freinds believing he was jesus christ reincarnated. He had them bring weed into our house and told my wife that it was good for us to smoke it. He got my wife to get over 26 credit cards in all through me and her and she took and sent this nut case several times money from those cards. And he took and bought drugs with it, im soiy but I don't think Jesus christ would be a drug user! He even told my wife that it would be a good idea for me to have a play mate on the internet to spice up our manage. Witch it didn't, he showed my wife his private parts on the internet over 5 times. And had phone sex with her on the phone I caught her one time playing with her self while on the phone with him. She said that I was just seing things from the weed that rogers freinds had brought in the house,
    I don't know how any one can believe this guy is jesus when he has done wht he has done to my wife. So I told my mother in law about this guy and she told me to call the FBI on him, so I did. They thought I was a nut case my self, and did nothing but sue found out that I called the FBI and she threatened my life. She told me in these very words that all she has to do is give the followers  my name address and phone number and they want me dead for calling the FBI on him. That did it for me my heart was tore up I thought I was having a heart atack. But I kept on fighting her about this guy cause I knew she needed some serious help. I even told her sister about what was going on and they all choose to ignore it and let her do what she wants to do.
    She even called the cops on me to have me put out of her home the cops herd what my mother inlaw had to say and roger and me and the cop said I cant put you out of here but I advise you get her and you to get couceling for what was going on. So I agreed that I would get counseling if she did to, but she said no. And later told my mother inlaw that I was buying weed and bringing it into the house for roger to smoke. Witch was two lies one I never bought it and second rogers friends were bringing it in to the house and she was letting it happen. But she did manage to get me kicked out of the house and I ended up homeless again.
    The funny thing about all of this is her and my family didn't get along because she knew they were concidered middle class and that bugged her. Any way my aunt predicted to my mother that the reason sue was turning me against my parents and why they didn't like them was that she was involved in a cult and was using drugs. Another way I knew god was in my life he told that message to my mothers sister and it was the truth. She still talks to this nut case, I herd them on a radio station he now has on myspace on thanksgiving day.
    I have tried evely thing I can think of to try and stop this guy from hurting any one elses family. With no luck I even tried to have something wrote about this guy on the local news papper they didn't print it. Then like I said I tried the FBI and they thought I was nuts. Then I even tried to get this guy to apear on the show, the jerry sprinnger show. Of course he said there was no way he would apear on that show. I have been through so much depression over this that I lost over 5Olbs and several times wanted to kill myself! But god has kept me from doing this, I hope that some how some way this guy and my ex wife will be stoped,
    before he hurts someone else! He has a web site on myspace and he calls himself jesus of zion. I called the FBI 4 more times, the last time i got a hold of a christain woman FBI agent. And she told me how i could get the both of them deleted from the internet site myspace. The first thing she told me to do was to go to the web site     www.ic3/gov.com and file internet fraud charges against them both. And she told me if i get enough people to file charges of internet fraud, that they would investagate the both of them.The second thing was to email tom the first freind you get when you join myspace, and report them both to him for abuseing his internet site.                    I thought I got them both deleted, but they found out that i was calling the FBI again and thought it would be best if they deleted them selves. To show that i was makeing things up, and had roger my step son call me and ask me since they had deleted them selves if i would stop calling the FBI and if i was done fighting them. That was a huge low blow to do that, so i told him that i would stop fighting them. I lied to him so that they would get back on and i would get them deleted by tom him self. They did get back on by help of my ex wife sue she is a very smart person she graduated from alleghney collage of maryland. With the highest honors and was valavictorian of her class in computor graphics. Another words shes a snake in the grass and should not be taken lightly.                                                 They both got back on myspace by sue copying there sites before they deleted them selves. So when they did get back on myspace they wouldnt lose any of there information and blogs and freinds.they got back on the internet on national prayer day. Witch i did go to at the steps of somerset PA court house, I was the only one there with a bannor. And on that bannor it said (im here to pray in jesus christ name that jesus of zion would get reported to the web site www.ic3/gov ). I even called the news television station WJAC chanel 6 news team, and told them why i was going to be there for and what the sine ment that i was holding.                             The only thing was that no one from the news team showed up to interveiw me about this. The dailey americn news papper of somerset PA was there to take pictures, but like the FBI he thought i was just crazy. And no one there even asked me what my bannor meant. I found it odd though there was about a hundred people there, and none of them noticed that a boy scout was there on the steps of the court house holding the united states flag had passed out and hit his head on the concreet. I waited a full minute before i ran to his aid. And i was the first one to help him, then my ex pastor was second. Then the photographer for the news papper was third then my ex pastor told me to let the boys family take care of him.                              I thought that was so wrong that i was the only one to see what happend to that boy scout. And the reason i said ex pastor was, I used to go to his chuch witch is called The NEW LIFE ASSEMBLY OF GOD on stoys town road in someset PA. I beleive i was sent to his chuch by god himself, it was weird i have this cd called OPEN THE EYES OF MY HEART the ultimate worship anthems of christain faith. Its produced by time life any way i used this cd to keep my sanity.Let me explain, it says in the bible to keep your freind close but keep your eneimies closer so thats what i did. And thats how i found out all about james kingsley. The only thing is he oviously can influence peoples minds and get them to beleive he's realy jesus christ reincarnated. So i used the cd of music to keep my sanity, and the reason i say god sent me to that church is they played all those songs at that church. And they didnt know this cd was out there, so thats how i think it was god who sent me there and i did felt like gods presence was there in the church.                                                 At that time i told my pastor Thomas Krull that there was a guy on the internet, named james kingsley who claims to be jesus christ reincarnated on myspace and even showed him on his computor. I told him how my wife comitted credit card fraud and threatend my life if i didnt sine the debt consolidation loan pappers. And how now im paying there debts they caused. And asked him for the churches help both with stoping this man and my ex wife from robbing peoples souls. And help for me financialy and with food help, he turned me away three times! Dose this sound famiure it should its in the bible that one of jesuses own deciples turned his head from him three times. And im sory i think its so wrong that a church of god would not do any thing about a man a false prophet  who claims to be jesus christ. And what ever happend to help thy neighbor? I even asked help from a famous christain radio station for the same help i asked my chuch for, k love 97.7fm and they did the same they turned me away three times for help. A mater of fact they have even blocked my number from calling them anymore. whats wrong with this world when a church or the goverment who say they beleive in god one god indivisual with liberty and justice for all, do nothing to stop this false prophet and my ex wife? and theese two have been on the internet now for 4 years! if you want to see there sites here they are i did get them deleted twice but there back on the internet now again. http://www.myspace.com/yahashua   http://www.myspace.com/elia_gatekeeper_of_zion   I can't do any thing else but ask people to help get them off the intenet, the reason why is my ex wife sent me a registered letter from a legal firm saying that im harrassing her and stawking her and if i don't quit charges will be filed against me. If you have any questions or if you want to help me you can email me at jeff.slomkowski@yahoo.com

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