I want to thank you for visiting my site and commenting me. You have a point at this one about confronting, it is best to have same gender dealing with each other but then again it is even helpful if the opposite sex approach. Shows you noticed and cares. [then again that's different with high school and out world]

And I read that one entry you wrote about the calling of God after high school. Whenever you feel the tug of going somewhere, know that it is from God. I once had to ask my pastor about the move we made from one state to another.

I wanted to be clear that it was not my selfish desire or needs... but that God is granting the opportunity.

He reply, "When there's storm about, you have the sense of peace. Like Jesus calmed the storm while the disciple freaked out, Jesus was calm. Despite the problems you face, you have the peace knowing everything will be alright. That's from God."

So if God calls you to get out of the house and go to different country, DO IT. Don't question it. That's like throwing it back in His face calling Him a liar.

It is okay to have fear and doubts, it is normal. Give yourself more time to check out God's calling before you go about and do it. Be sure it is His, not your's.

God bless you. And I will pray for your future.